Endless Suffering
I'm not your son. I am not the one who will take your name. I'm not your seed. I will never live life from your failure. I'm not of you. From what bonds do you hold me? Escaping my feelings can't cure my sickness. Escaping my feelings won't stop my pain. Escaping my feelings won't save me from death. Escaping my feelings won't save me from life. My mind withers with disbelief. Planted in your soil. Power is the demon that you can't control. Your mind rots, twisted in from, by your god. Under one will we lose our identity. Inside of these walls we grow to our ends. Unable to see worlds other than our own. You are unable to see worlds other than your own. We create the suffering. We Empower. We feed the beast. We tend its wounds. We accept. We are to blame.
TEMPERED
Loss of life - to overwhelming to realize that you are killing the one thing in this world that is your own - sink - emotionless - abandon dream - lost - You walk on glass - molten stone - but you skin does not wear - numb are your senses to the point of constant pain - I will not defend for you anymore - you are to strong in your weakness - bask in the sullen clouds of black - soothed by the comfort of false reality - one day I will climb the trees you have cut down - across land - through fire - one day I will burn the bridges passed down - I've become more than you and now I see
TORN AWAY
Now the wise me spoken - made of their lies - their stories burn - now I tell lies - torn away I fall - out of your sight I die patiently - at my ends I breath in the burning soil - blind to what I will become - no longer my will fall slave to lust - scattered my beliefs among the promise of eternal life - life lived in fear - torn and taut - never learned of its death - now my eyes are open - and the stories burn - life momentum shifted - I can never be whole - torn away I grow
HOMUNCULUS
all we are - we are wrong - five hundred years - I have lived in the stomach of a man - no longer my will fall slave to lust - as blood clots my veins pulse with swollen pride for the demon prophet has stolen my way - consciousness faded the door was not locked - only your mind - jaded by tradition - fostered in faith you grow blind - destroy the ideals that suffocate you - you self-righteous whore - trephinate - five hundred years - we have drank from the sloth of mankind wisdom - I know now that we were wrong - to unlearn - your life - your world - your gods - brings pain to great to endure - gauh, the liar, the thief and the pervert - among tangled weeds we become as one twisted being - gauh, the savior, the beast and the prophet reach down from the heavens to steal away our flesh - we all become just as you
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they entertain our minds shroud in disbelief enterprise our love to feed out hate represent it with arms held close to the hearth the warmth of our pain fills their blood it alone makes them breath united we could stand but still we fall deeper cast in their lies we create the new religion - unity
MANS CRY
I'm in hell - I can't see out - beyond the light my eyes lose their color - you drain all emotion - you watch as my life dies - my god can you save me - the throe of improvement - dispossessed by illusion - as I watch the visage rise - I pray to the angels of god to comfort my soul - to come for my soul - I pray to the angels of god - I pray for my soul - past the light - I can't find redemption - take me home
IGNEOUS
hatred builds until something must give - subduction - there is no absolute truth - we fall under - call it science - call it religion - call it reason it's the same fucking thing - only words with our meanings - nothing to live by - they are only words - life's delusional minds take advantage of life's delusional minds take advantage of life
STAIN
I cast my finger of blame - I refuse myself verity - I sit and wait to condemn - I deny myself the truth - life is and empty contradiction - this life I lead is not my own - my enemy myself - life's abstraction finds meaning in this tireless stain
TO WHAT END
you call yourself open-minded but you can not even see past yourself - you cry for unity but not from all - day in day out I watch you judge others the same way you have been judged - you have become exactly what you hate - let me live my life - who are you to say - I don't know you - how can you hate me - you won't try to know me - blanket your eyes with your reality - so far sunken back into yourself - have you lost your sight - what must you prove - what are your reasons - to what end - I can't believe - I won't believe everyone is the same as you - after the smoke clears my eyes still scared still blurred - after the wars end how many still die in our vein - Fruitless - our egotism - Noxious - self-complacency - Selfish - our obstacle is our vanity
LACONIC
What is gained - from this massacre - only wasted life - we kill all that we can - no fighting chance - no equal life - we are superior only in our minds - Stop - Slave - We're killing ourselves as we destroy this world - suffocating on our own existence - We are damned - We will fall and we will bleed for all the lives that we have enslaved - the time has come - the time is now for innovation - we're standing on the edge of our own destruction
SEPERATE
as we fall deeper enslaved to our own needs we lose our choice to what controls us - I am aware - we are not alone on this earth - still I destroy - dreams breath life into apathetic minds - we neglect just what we are - we have removed - we separate - torn apart from everything - failing - separate - now we pray for absolution - now we beg forgiveness - now in need we stand alone
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cables wrapped so tightly around your purpose - bleeding - no room for fault - must make amends - for your prominence broken - all your life you have fallen down - your seasons end - innate from humanity - crippled by conviction - foolish aberrations of your ambition - contrived answers forced into doctrine - before they are certain - forged with your sanction - your glory lost - remembered as a fool - forsaken now - still falling
BERTES
two small souls try to hide - hands covering their eyes - to escape from - sold into belief - for three coins - she pays - I believe - from the pediment above hands force down - fingers pull at their brows - damnation or the cure - last judgement
UP FROM NOTHING
woken by the arms of a broken sun - our harvests fallen to ground - still we eat from the filthy mange growing up from nothing - starving but we can't eat our bellies are full - choking down immoderation - growing up from nothing - why - wounded our pride betrays itself - wages the war already lost - to battle twelve thousand locusts rising up from nothing - scarred - faint now we live in shadows - everyday wishing to regain - the innocence lost with the seed growing up from nothing